The dream before dawn.

Last night,

just before dawn,

in a dream,

I took the decision to reflect on my life

in a dream.

In a dream,

-not the same one as-

last night,

almost at daybreak,

-or maybe it was not

last night so

probably it was another dream-

I was reflecting upon a decision I took

in a dream.

One night,

in a dream,

-in a hurry

to wake up before dawn-

I had to decide quickly if a dream is the right

moment...

-is that the right word

 or is it the place,

or maybe the condition,

the situation?-

... to reflect on the state of my life.

In a dream

I had

some days ago

on the threshold of morning light,

my life was filled with tough

decisions and uneasy reflections,

and -something you can expect in a dream-

improbabilities and implausibilities.

Now

In the clarity of daylight

I'm asking myself in the

leftovers of my consciousness

if my life was something I have dreamed of

and if I have to apologize for it.

I'm wondering if I

will get the answer(s)

before another dawn.